32 weeks!

Wow i can't believe i have only 8 weeks left till our baby boy will be here! I'm so excited to meet him! Things have been going great, i feel good besides normal pregnancy discomfort. If Thayden decides to come at 38 weeks like Athena did that mean i only have 6 weeks left! WOW that will be here before you know it and i can't wait.

Its been forever

Life has been crazy! We moved from Washington to San Diego which is awesome. I've always wanted to live here. We found out we are having a healthy baby boy! His name will be Thayden Christopher. I'm 28 weeks 2 days now and just amazed everyday and how active our little boy is. Hes always moving, kicking, punching and rolling. I love every minute of it. I can't wait till December is here and we can hold our baby boy. We just got his crib all ready and set up in his room. The bedding set is coming today just hope fed ex doesn't take forever like they did with his crib lol. Well thats all for my update.

11 weeks tomorrow!!

I can't believe I've made it this far! I'm so excited but still feeling a little scared sometimes. I really think this will be our healthy baby in 9 months. I'm looking forward to my OB appt on the 27th but I'm scared at the same time that they won't be able to find a heartbeat. I think once i hear that i will be totally relieved and more at ease with this pregnancy. The girls are so excited mommy is having a baby. My oldest wants a sister and my youngest wants a brother lol. I told them we get what we get. I just want this pregnancy to go good and not have any problems or worries. In like 2 weeks I'll be in the second trimester and so excited to make it to that point! Well that's it for now, I'll update after my appt.

Baby Update!

Well i'm 9 weeks today and things have been great so far. I have another u/s this Thursday and i will get more pictures of the little snowflake! Here is our little baby from my u/s last week. Heartbeat was the sweetest thing to see! My next dr's appt in the 27th and i will get to hear the heartbeat with the doppler. I'm so excited but scared at the same time. After everything we've been through i think this is finally our sticky bean!

7 weeks 1 day!

So i'm just over 7 weeks and i'm so excited that things have been going pretty well so far. I have a dr's appt today at 1:00 and i will get to see my little bean again. A week ago i got to see little snowflakes heartbeat! It was the best day ever. I just pray things continue to go well and be uneventful. I will update with u/s pics and new belly picture when i get back from the Dr. Keep those prayers coming ladies:)

So......

The clomid worked, i found out i'm expecting again! I'm due December 14, 2009 but that could all change when i get my u/s on the 30th. I'm super nervous and scared i'm taking a few different meds to help with the pregnancy. Progestrone 3 times a day and baby asprin as well to help with the chances of the SCH happening again. I'm 6 weeks today and have an appt today with a nurse and i'm also going to get to talk to my dr as well there and figure out if i'm high risk or just normal for now unless i have some problems. I will update again after i'm back from the appt. I'm praying they will give me an ultrasound today it would make me feel so much better!

Waiting waiting waiting.....

Something i hate doing is waiting!! I'm currently waiting for AF to get here after my d&c. Its been almost 4 weeks since my d&c and still no AF, i feel like she will be paying me a visit this week sometime. I'm excited to get back into the TTC game! We are going to be taking fertility meds this cycle to see what happens. If we don't get pregnant this cycle then we might be able to get another cycle in before Chris leaves but i doubt it. I'll be happy knowing we got at least one.

Other sad new is we found out the baby we lost was a boy.....we are both crushed over the news since a little boy is what we want. I would have been crushed if it were a girl too, cause either way loosing a baby is the hardest thing in the world to go through, well maybe not the hardest but pretty close!

1 week ago....

Our baby became an angel! On January 21st, our little boo became a little angel. The 20th at a regular OB appt, i found out that our little boo's heart stop beating and had passed away. I was 8 1/2 weeks pregnant and this was the worst day in my life to find out that our little baby died! He/she was doing so good Friday heatbeat was 160 and was only measuring 1 days behind now, i was starting to think things were going to be okay. I had found out what the bleeding was caused by i had a very large Subcoronic Hematoma(SCH) it was taking away the blood flow from the baby and thats why the heart stopped. There was nothing they could have done to fix this, the SCH has to fix itself. We will be waiting one cycle and try again. I want a baby so bad and will not give up my journey until I get one. I will be making an appt with my RE again and updated after that appt. Please say some prayers for us!

Will it ever stop!!!!

The bleeding that is, i'm just so fed up with it. Its stopped today and hasn't came back. Last night it started again around 5:00pm and went on till about 11:00. I decided to go back to the Er in hopes that they would do an ultrasound and i would get to see our little baby and a heartbeat. Well i did get the u/s and saw the heartbeat and everything. Then the Dr tells me that i'm going to miscarry again, of course i started crying because that was not what i wanted to hear. So they come in with discharge papers and tell me that i need to have a follow up u/s this morning, i was pissed by this point and was like yeah ok whatever. I was laying there waiting for over 2 hours so of course there was more blood in my vagina because it was just pooling in there. Whatever he can think what he wants he can't diagnose a miscarriage if it isn't happening, he should have said threatened miscarriage. So i go to my u/s today trying to stay super positive but at this point i'm out of positive thoughts, i'm trying though. I get into the room very quick and she starts right away. Shes just looking around and then all of a sudden she totally surprised me and i hear the heartbeat! I started crying i was so overjoyed and relived. The babys heartrate was 134bpm, and measured 6 weeks 5 days, still like 3 days behind but the baby is growing right on target acording to my RE, they said implantation could have happened just a little later and thats why. So i have another u/s Friday with my RE and my first Dr's appt next week on the 20th, and then my last u/s on the 23rd through my RE. We could use all the prayers we can get because i don't feel i could handle going through another loss. I just want to have a healthy baby to hold in 8 months! So please say a prayer for us whoever reads this!

Ultrasound!

Last night was super scary i started bleeding and i broke down crying, i just can't go though this again was all i could think about. I decided to go to the ER since i'm far enough along to see a heartbeat or at least the gestational sac, yok sac and fetal pole. So we get there and the bleeding slowed, they were not going to do the ultrasound at first but after some sweet talking he changed his mind. The only thing was the did it abdominally so they weren't able to see an much. Well it payed off that i'm thin cause they saw everything. They couldn't see a heartbeat though which i expected them not to anyway. So after 2 hours they couldnt' find out where the bleeding was coming from and i was told just to go to my ultrasound appt today and follow up with them. So i get there today and i tell my Dr about the ER visit and the bleeding slowed down a lot to just spotting. She was llike ok let see what we can see on the ultrasound. She does the vaginal ultrasound and right away there was a beautiful little heartbeat! I was so excited tears came to my eyes. The baby was measuring a little behind, i'm supposed to be 6 weeks 5 days and little boo measured 6 weeks 1 day, but then again last night at the ER little boo was 6 weeks 2 days so i guess it just depends on who does it. Baby looks great and they still can't find where the bleeding is coming from. I was told to call and go to the ER if its starts cloting or cramping. So please say a prayer for us that little boo is ok!!

Were Expecting!!

Finally after 12 long month of trying for baby number 3, i'm so excited to say we are expecting! I'm 6 weeks 4 days. Things are going great so far, first betas were 78 at 11DPO and then at 29DPO they were 12,692, which make them double every 2 1/2 days! I'm so excited because with my last 2 losses my HCG levels never went above 295, so i really feel that this pregnancy is going to be a great one. Tomorrow is a huge milestone for us, we are going to see if our baby has a heartbeat! I'm so nervous but excited at the same time. Morning sickness has kicked in, but not to bad yet, i feel nausause more than anything. I'm tired and man do my boobs hurt LOL.