Back to TTC!

Well between last blog and now Chris and I have worked things out good enough to decide to start trying this month for baby #3. I'm excited to see what the month brings and to see if i will actually get pregnant! I'm praying I do. I got my wisdom teeth taken out and man was that so not fun! The pain was bad but the percocet really did me in LOL. I felt like i was floating half the time i was taking them. I actually thought i was pregnant last month but since i didn't know i went ahead and got them taken out. I ended up not being pregnant and AF come on full force, being one day late. Oh well hopefully this month i'll get that beautiful BFP! If I do not get pregnant this month then we will be doing the IUI that we had planned on doing in July in December now. Chris is leaving soon so we have to put off TTC for 2 months. Which I'm not to happy about but hey what can i do thats the navy for ya. Next week he goes in for his SA(sperm count and check) so hopefully we get good news back on that which i'm sure we will. I just never thought that trying to get pregnant would be such a hard task. We didn't try with the girls they just happened but it seemed so easy. Then when we started actually trying i got pregnant right away the first 2 months, but as you all know those ended in losses. I thought for sure i would be pregnant again already! Well like they say i guess everything happens for a reason. I'm approching my Sept EDD, and its going to be tough i'm sure. I'm already having feelings of depression and just being plain sad because like in August i should be getting ready to give birth to a beautiful healthy baby! I guess that wasn't lifes plan for me though. So anyway wish us luck this month that we get our sticky bean without having to do IUI and all that crap!