Dr's New Plan

So I went to the Dr on last Thursday and she did my normal cervical cancer check, i have to get those one a year since i almost had it when i was pregnant with Athena. Anyway she finished and asked what the plan was to keep me pregnant. I told her i couldn't remember what she had said. So she goes and gets my chart and comes back in and say i need to have the HSG (Hysterosalpingogram) so i tell her okay and i made my appt for that, and i go in on the 6th at 1:00. I'm scare about it but oh well i'm sure i will be just fine. She goes on to tell me that if the HSG is normal she will refer me to a RE at the Army Hospital, and start the process of IUI (Intrauterine insemination) i'm so excited that we are getting this done. I just pray it my step to getting a healthy baby on last time. We will be doing this in July 2008 after Chris gets back from being out to sea. I will be posting about the process and how everything goes. As for now since hes gone we will be on a 2 month TTC break so thank god cause i needed it lol.

The dreaded 2WW

Well i'm so excited to say that i'm finally in the 2ww(two week wait). I started using the progestrone today, so i hope and pray that it helps me get my sticky bean! I'm having great feelings right now about this month. Its going to be hard to tell if i'm having pregnancy symptoms or if its just the progestrone i'm taking. I'm sure it will be just fine. My dr only gave me a one month supply so if i get pregnant i'm going to have to make sure that i get more. I'll be going to CA in May and i do not want to run out, while i'm there. My parents will be here Saturday which i'm so excited about too!

Starting to feel good about thing......

I'm finally starting to feel good about this month. I'm actually about to ovulate and Chris is home so hopefully we make a baby this month! My parents will be her Saturday so i'm really excited about that. I haven't seen them since december. My brother and I got into a huge fight yesterday and we are no longer talking. Hes trying to get his girlfriend pregnant and he doesn't even have a job and he can't support himself let alone a baby. I went off on him and we haven't talked since. I really don't care though he hasn't been the same since he met his fat bitch girlfriend. I'm excited because in less then a month i go to CA!! WOOHOO. I get to see everyone again and the kids get to spend almost 2 months with there grandparents, they are going to love that. I'm just worried about how things are going to go with my brother while I'm there, If he treats my kids like shit because hes mad at me let just say things won't be good! Well thats about it!

This month isn't feeling so good!

Well we are still TTC, this is the last month before we take a break since Chris is leaving soon. I just don't have good feelings about this month. My temps are hardly even going up, which isn't normal for me. I don't want to take my progestrone incase i haven't ovulated yet, i don't want to mess anything up. I'm so at a loss with this. I really want to give up. I never thought it would be so hard to have another baby. We didn't even try for the girls, they just happened. Now we are trying and i can't stay pregnant and now i'm not getting pregnant. BLAH!!

On another note, the girls are getting so big! I can't belive how fast time goes by. Athena goes to the dr today for her 18 month appt, even though shes 19 months. I hate how sometimes they have no appts. Anyway Isis is pottied trained now and she talks all the time. We can never shut that kid up lol. Athena is talking a lot too, its just so cute! I'm so excited to see how much Athena weighs and how long she is. Its been awhile since shes been to the dr so i can't wait to know how shes growing.

2 Losses and 5 months later.......

After two losses one in December, after my negitive test then i got a positive and lost the baby on December 12th, 2007. We tried right away again and got pregnant! I was so excited to find out i was pregnant again. I had great feelings about the pregnancy but at 6 weeks 1 day, i started spotting which turned into bad bleeding and cramping. I was at the ER when this happened, then there i started passing tissue and lost the baby on January 21, 2008. Its been 5 months now since we started trying, we have gotten pregnant twice but only to have those babies taken away from us. This is our last month trying before a two month break since my husband will be out to sea. We are praying that this month we get our sticky bean! We also had all the testing done to see if there is anything wrong with me as to why i couldn't carry the two babies. Everything was normal. I do have to take progestrone supplments because my levels are low. I will be sure to keep writing on my journey to have baby #3!